Late Saturday Britney Spears posted a series of audio clips on her Instagram now deleted page in which she discusses her separation from her two sons, Sean Preston, 16, and Jayden, 15.
In the audio clips 40 years old Britney Spears shared everything about her sadness over losing contact with her boys and also her troubled relationship with her father, Jamie Spears, she said for her father “prays he burns in hell.”
In the audio clip, she shares the pain she felt by not having her children with her, saying, it feels like “a huge part of me has died.”
“Literally, I have no purpose anymore. They were my joy. They were my everything. I look forward to seeing them. That was what I lived for. And then suddenly, they were gone,”
Britney Spears further said “I used to have my kids, at one point, more than Kevin. People don’t remember that part because they always focus on the negative, but when they were 6 to 9 years old, I had them 70% of the time.
Since they’ve been gone, I’ve honestly felt like a huge part of me has died. Like literally, I have no purpose anymore. They were my joy, they were my everything … that was what I lived for.
And then all of a sudden, they were gone, and I was like, oh my God, did my heart just stop beating? Honestly, I don’t understand how it’s just so easy for them just to cut me off like that. I don’t understand it.”